April 19th,2024 Thursday
I’m ever so slowly stripping away my suit of armour.
Well, I feel safe. What a wonderful feeling! To be authentic.
I have recently felt a lingering pain within me arise. I felt triggered to react like I have in every relationship since my early 40s. End it… Walk away. But, I now realize, to put it bluntly, shit happens. No one is perfect. Things can get taken by the receiving person from their perspective. Their prior experience.
I wrote a deeply thought out good bye letter. But, something… My inner voice said no. I then realized I had a weeping wound from my 2 failed marriages. I also realized that no one is perfect and …. Well shit happens and you move on.
Wow! I feel such a weight taken off me. I am ready to shed more armour.
Maybe you can relate if you have a deep wound. You must heal it before you can move on.
All done for today ππ