I choose ~~ to live my life by being informed. Not assuming anything is right. Always seeking the Truth. No matter how hard the search. No matter if the Truth shows that what I had believed all my life was false.

I choose ~~ to allow everyone to think what they want. Even if it goes against my beliefs or my findings.

I choose ~~ Love above all. To love everyone even if they don’t love me. Even if they are mean, angry or broken. After all, they need Love the most.

I choose ~~ to speak my Truth without fear of what others might say or think.

I choose ~~ to not just coast through my life. Not rocking the boat.

I choose ~~ to learn all I can about everything. Especially myself.

I choose ~~ to guide others. To help realize what is occurring right now. That many forces are battling for their power. The evil ones who have controlled the earth are losing. They are in a panic. Tragedy will rise even more which will be very concerning for many.

I choose ~~ to NEVER give up.

You got hired for an acting gig. Wonderful! You said that you liked what I manifested the other day.

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The Other Day:

You texted me that you were about to leave for an audition and would I wish you luck. I responded that I was sending positive energy your way.

After your audition, you texted: Your positive energy worked. I read for a small supporting role. They liked my Russian accent so I might get one of the lead roles.

I congratulated you and let you know how happy I was for you.

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All I did was sending you positive manifesting energy. You, and you alone manifested it. I just fertilized your unique manifesting ability!

April 19th,2024 Thursday

I’m ever so slowly stripping away my suit of armour.

Well, I feel safe. What a wonderful feeling! To be authentic.

I have recently felt a lingering pain within me arise. I felt triggered to react like I have in every relationship since my early 40s. End it… Walk away. But, I now realize, to put it bluntly, shit happens. No one is perfect. Things can get taken by the receiving person from their perspective. Their prior experience.

I wrote a deeply thought out good bye letter. But, something… My inner voice said no. I then realized I had a weeping wound from my 2 failed marriages. I also realized that no one is perfect and …. Well shit happens and you move on.

Wow! I feel such a weight taken off me. I am ready to shed more armour.

Maybe you can relate if you have a deep wound. You must heal it before you can move on.

All done for today 🌟🌟

March 27th, 2024 ~ Wednesday

I feel good. In fact, I feel great! I cannot think of the last time I was actually angry or sad. It’s all behind me now. I truly forget what those feelings feel like. It’s like ‘Poof~they’re gone!

No longer do I need to think before I speak. Now I just flow along emitting sparks of energy as I express my true self.

I do ask my Higher-Self for guidance. Sometimes you think you are caught up in the moment when actually you are comparing what you are currently receiving to last experiences. Not realizing that your missing The Moment.

Have you ever been with someone and all the noise outside of you two all but vanishes?

Time doesn’t exist. You are totally there yet here/now. Here is eternal. Every breathe is taken here/now.

Live it. Dwell within it.

There is no past. Just here/now.

No future. Here/now.

With each long sip of the nectar, you grow.

It really doesn’t take that long for it to become not only a habit, it becomes just plain natural. It is truly wonderful.

Well, this here/now is about over for me.

Can’t wait to see what happens next!

Everything is okay. I am happy and at peace.

Yet, I am dipping my toes into a pool of unknown. I see part of the water is almost a deep, dark gray. Yet, further out it is a beautiful blue.

I could barely swim. Yet, I knew I could somehow make it to the blue.

So I embarked and swam as good as I could through the gray and reached the blue,

I’m liking it here.

March 5th,2024

Ahhh to Still The Mind. Quite the challenge. But, oh, so worth it.

We all need peace. But our minds are always, analyzing everything around us and within us.

I learned many years ago, how to silence that chatterbox. Not sure exactly when or even how I did it. Yet, I suddenly realized I could eliminate all that external noise.

Believe me, that if you stumble upon it, you will be addicted. Do you hear me? Nobody can interfere with your energy. You are in a bulletproof room.

You become an observer rather than an engager.

You take note of the words spoken to you. Acknowledge you heard. But not engage.

Well, not always. There are those encounters where your soul discovers a kindred spirit. Could it be that your soul has finally found another to chat, engage with.

It’s a bit scary, while also feeling wonderful. Your fences are open, but something is prodding you to go outside of the perimiter.

And just like that, snap, she did.

February 26th 2024

All of the sudden, she knew. Her heart knew. And just like that, a snap of fingers, she felt whole. Nothing was missing. Not even a fragment.

And she couldn’t really remember how: anger, sadness or jealousy felt. The distant memories were there like books she’d never read more then once.

In her mind, they appear as steps.

She then looked down at her legs. They were covered with bruises, scrapes and bandages.

Each injury, on her legs, was from trying to get out of one negative emotion or another for umpteen times.

But, slowly, yet surely she conquered each step and has now reached the top.

She looked down and the stairs were missing. They were replaced with grass, hills, trees and several different paths.

She then looked up and closed her eyes. She opened her eyes and started walking down the path she was drawn to.

She is absolutely certain she chose the right path.

Once upon a time, there was this women. She went about her life in an emotional rollercoaster.

‘Today is a beautiful day*, she thought.

‘Oh, look at the tulips” she thought.

Some so red that they appear to be glowing as the bright son touches it’s petals/body.

The trees are beginning bloom their leaves. Hmmm just noticed that.

Before, I was in the mist of winter with naked, skeletons of trees that looked petrified. Almost dead. When suddenly, poof, it was Spring.

Now their arms are holding beautiful green leaves.

She felt good discovering that.

She looked up to the sky and marveled at the blue and closed her eyes.Then she listened to the sounds of Mother Nature.

She felt the warmth of the sun while listening to a song coming from the birds.

Then they were talking in bird talk. A few little chirps to her upper right. Then, silence followed by, almost an echo from her upper left. She wondered if anyone was into interpreting bird language?

Then she felt something upon her face, her cheeks and realized that they were tears.

She opened her eyes and the beauty that had just been laid before her was all a blur. Out of focus for she had been weeping.

Oh but, why?